
My story
“May the space between where I am and where I want to be, inspire me.”
— Tracee Ellis Ross
I can’t really remember for how long I’ve had that quote on my WhatsApp status, but I know that it kept me going forward and it still does today. Every time I see this, I remember where I was when I first found it and it’s scary to acknowledge all the growth that took place.
When Tarot first made an entry into my life, I was at a point where I was confused. I had all these dreams that I wanted to pursue but no step-by-step plan. It really felt like I was failing so badly at everything I did, but there is something good in everything bad and that was Tarot for me. It was just like the first star in an empty sky. I started becoming more aware of how I can lead my future wherever I want, how things happen for me and not against me, and how to be mindful of my actions. Ever since that moment, I started growing as I’ve never before.
Astrology made its debut not long after. I’ve always believed in the correspondence between all esoteric practices and I just loved adding an astrological touch to my Tarot readings. Reading my Birth Chart for the first time was mindblowing. I could finally understand why I do and think the way I do. It felt like I’d just embraced my truest self and it was one of the most powerful experiences.
After learning about Tarot and Astrology, a lot of synchronicities started happening in my life. One of the most important was becoming a Reiki healer. Diving deep into myself by self-healing has allowed me to get to know myself even better.
As a medical student, all of this seemed so scary and hard to understand, so I stopped searching for an explanation for everything and I started embracing both myself and the process I found myself in. Afterward, I grew even more.
So what I’m trying to say with all of this is that if I managed to get myself out of that black hole, so CAN YOU. What matters the most is how can you make the best out of everything and the Tarot is really good when it comes to something like this. Trust me, it isn’t shy at all, it will totally get you out of your comfort zone while moving closer to the life you deserve.
The fact that I have invested physically, mentally, and spiritually into my well-being was the best decision ever. When I think about how I was so unclear and all over the place, even following a medical career that I never wanted to do in the first place. I was so afraid to speak out and to follow my gut, to go after my dreams, to tell others NO, and to choose myself above anyone else. I was always thinking about what others might think, what my friends might think, and what my family might think.
It’s just crazy to think how much growth took place and how I’ve changed as a person. I am so grateful at the moment that I got to discover WHO I am & WHAT I came here to do, and because I did it, I could help you too!
Nothing ever happens if we don’t act upon it. I used to sit there on the couch waiting for a miracle that would better my life. No miracle came in, just the Tarot, and it gave me a huge slap in the face. But then I got up and I started moving forward again. The clouds disappeared and I could see the stars again, and not long after, I started shining just like one of them.